Haloooooooooo! Boring weekends, didnt get a chance to meet gf and spent time with her. ): Thougt of main bola with an but from just now he sleep. Sleepyhead! Tommorow will be my happy day of my life!! Want to know why, because its my 24months with baby shikin. Wohoooooo! Just now im planning of giving gf my masakan but tak jadi.. Got some ade hal.. But its ok u gonna try my masakan soon! Hhahaha! I tell u, confirm awesome nye. Hahaha! Chef irwan sey mane boleh tak sedap! Heh. So perasatan right ur bf? I know (: Anw dear, thanks for buying me that expensive shirt. Hehe. Im sooo in love with that shirt already tau. So how? You tak jealous ke? Haha! Gonna get u iphone soon baby, hope u can bersabar. Kite akan check it out which iphone u prefer, the latest iphone4 or the 3G. Hmm, next week kite will go to the..... Kan you? Faham2 kan jela, uknow iknow laa k? Hah! Gonna spent the whole day with u! Yeah!! Cant wait(: Anw Shikin, happy 24months dear. Its our 2years bie, alot of expected and unexpected things happen all this while. Im SOOO happy that our relationship last this long. Thanks for care me, care my makanan care my semue nye laa all this while. My life would suck without u shikin. Serious shit nye suck! Thanks for everything gf, thanks sangat-sangat! Even a million thanks can never be enough to thanks u baby. Iloveyouveryverystrong SHIKIN (:(:

Today is my last day of work.. And i can rest for few week till my next new job and it will be on august. So for now i can spent my time with my love one. Hhahaha! Yesterday, watched OB3 with gf and the show was awesome sia. We ate alot inside the theatre, popcorn mosburger hottog and OCK. Both of us are like hungry ghost. Hahaha! Feel like watching again OB3 but confirm gf will give me this face, -__- Hahahh. So no need laa. As for tmr i can wake up late! Wohoooo! Finally! 24 months is coming, what shall i get for u gf??? Sooooo pening.. 24 month is just around the corner!!!!! Ok, goodnight (:

Hello im here again~~ hah. Bf's a veryveryvery lazybum, he's not been updating. -___-
Feeling SUPER depressed right now, sis's notebook is TOO small. I miss my lapps. Nevermind, collecting it later with mum. Than we're off to cousin's house coz its her BIRTHDAY! I texted her, she didnt reply.(Sads). People busy schooling, i disturb(haha). Anyways, Bf says he's going to bring me to u.s.s SOON. Yeay, but i dont know what to wear -.-' Ohh than he's going to ajak me to tanjong pagar to eat the satay. -.- All the way there just to eat a freaking satay, tak boleh tahan*imitates 'your hand in mine' drama* Haha, ok goodbye.

Now, im just tryna figure whats with the world. There goes, i've been going about illuminati for the past few days, searching it all over the net & while searching, a few facts sort of made my jaw drop. Than I feel disgusted already, i dont even feel like listening to any hollywood songs. Ya know, its like you're listening to a piece that just contains satanic influences, like no wonder why some songs that are not even pleasant to listen, we listen. Most of the songs, they contain subliminal messages, it freaks me out, i dont know what to say. Its really scary.

Hello. I feel so frustrated at this current moment. Ya know, one thing I hate so much about using the net & all, its the username & password part. I mean, look, im a very forgetful kid(i've always been), there & that explains why sometimes i hate teachers & school. Coz sometimes they're just getting too ARGH. Just put that right word there in that space, i cant find a good word for that. Now, im in a mess. I cant find a way out of this, like seriously & it so frustrates me to the end of my limits & now im venting it all out here, in bf's space. (Tompang sekejap yer. haha)

Right I'll get straight to the point, i forgotten my password for both blogger & hotmail. Yeahh i know you'll give me that BAIIIKKKKK wordAactually, the thing is, i had my password saved in my lappps & all so i never did typedany of my password whenever i wanna access my account for the past like 2-3 years? Than now, my lapps sort of K.O-ed & now im suffering. The company just called up & they say it'll cost me like a hundred and seventeeeeen for the repair work. So im still considering on it, I dont want mummy to just spend that away when im actually intending to get a new lapps for myself at the end of this year. Not considering on VAIO but i love the pink one. I wanna try out mac. Now, maybe i just gotta suffer with sis's small tiny notebook. Its so frustrating to be using her notebook, its too small.

& my dear passwordddddddddddddd, please do come back to my brain. ):



I wanna check out on that illuminati thingy since just now me & the girls did some research on it. Haha.. Didnt expect big stars like ladygaga, eminem, birdman to use them. Whats the world coming to, its not that ugly thing below you're supposed to pay respects too people, its the one & only up there that you're supposed to pray & to believe in. sighs,people..

Well initially, i wanna update about some stuffs that has been occuring & invading like half of my brain & its getting too distracting. But, I think that can wait. Goodnight.

Im very sick and my fever, runny nose and my cough stiil not heal yet.. It seem like no one even care about me. Im sick is there anyone want to ask me whether im ok or not, take my medicine already or not. No! They dont even ask me. Im sick like hell. But where those people who i think would care and ask about my condition? Maybe i deserve all this. Im always the bad one. People dont see your kindness they only see when u have done wrong thing. If u people think that u want to revenge at me than just go ahead.. I accept it. I can be like normal person smile, laugh, happy. But inside my heart only god knows. BYE!

Happy.........

Simply cant wait to buy anything for my gf. Its been a long time since i last bought her present or anything she want. I know u cant wait right gf? HAHAHA! Lol! For next month salary i'll get u a... I think u know what am i going to buy for u. Haha! From bottom of my heart i really cant wait to buy something for gf and for my family. Haha! Gonna work like hell. Work work work! But today im not going to work because of fever, runny nose and a bad caugh. :( After this hopefully wont get sick anymore, i wanna get healthy and get back to work. I will work very hard as long i can make my gf happy and my family. Everyone happy than i also will be happy. Hahaha! Next month its my 24month with gf! Wohoooo! Yes ahhhhhhhhhhh! What shall i get for u dear? Hmm.... Ok laa gtg! bye :)

Im Not A Liar

Why must i lie to you? I didnt do anything wrong and why u keep asking the same old question? Why?! I tried to do everything for you, get what you want. But you still the same.. Haish! I've got no mood to go work for tmr and no mood for everything. Seriously ah, how can i work when this problem still not solve? I dont like, like this kind of situation. Whats the point of going work if my mind always think about this problem.. How can i concentrate? I know all this problem come bacause of me. If not bacause of me i dont think all this would happen. Fuck! I hate all this sia. How i wish if all this didnt happen. I will be the happiest person on eart ah! But to bad, "nasi daa jadi bubur". No point of regreting IRWAN, its all your fault. You got no one to blame! I will do everything to prove that im really2 a change man. But can you still trust me like u always do? I will never stop to pray hard that everything gonna back to normal and how i wish if back like last time... You know i know laa k. "Ya ALLAH kabul kan laa doa hamba mu ni ya ALLAH" AMIN. Asalammualaikum..

Hello BF. I'll be writing what I have to say to you right on this space since your blog's more low-profile than mine. Heh. So bf, you've been reallyreally busy doing all you can to get lots & lots of cash so that we can fulfil all our wishes like visiting the u.s. I mean Universal Studio, not the country US. Hah. & so that we can buy lots & lots of shoes & just do/get everything we want before you go for your NS. I appreciate every single thing you've done for me, really. & Thanks for the Kaka's waterbottle btw. & the nasi goreng perencah that you gave me too, thanks. Haha.. & Thanks because you promised me an Iphone 4 for my B-Day. & Thanks because you assured me that you're going to give me lots & lots of all kinds of shoes. Haha..



Im not sad because you're going for your NS, Im not a small girl, Im not a small kid anymore. We both know our priorities in life right, we've talked this out. We don't need to literally meet each other every single day like what many others do out there just to show our affection. We're no longer kids who can't control their emotions & who can't see whats suppose to be prioritised. I know you can succeed one day, you told me all your plans in your life. Like how you want to be a boss of your own selling different kinds of hotdogs. Hahaha.. It'll be hard of course now that we're going to be busy with our own lives, fulfiling our priorities & all. But still, u'll always be the slowpok in my life, whether or not we're still together in the future. SYS♥