Im Not A Liar

Why must i lie to you? I didnt do anything wrong and why u keep asking the same old question? Why?! I tried to do everything for you, get what you want. But you still the same.. Haish! I've got no mood to go work for tmr and no mood for everything. Seriously ah, how can i work when this problem still not solve? I dont like, like this kind of situation. Whats the point of going work if my mind always think about this problem.. How can i concentrate? I know all this problem come bacause of me. If not bacause of me i dont think all this would happen. Fuck! I hate all this sia. How i wish if all this didnt happen. I will be the happiest person on eart ah! But to bad, "nasi daa jadi bubur". No point of regreting IRWAN, its all your fault. You got no one to blame! I will do everything to prove that im really2 a change man. But can you still trust me like u always do? I will never stop to pray hard that everything gonna back to normal and how i wish if back like last time... You know i know laa k. "Ya ALLAH kabul kan laa doa hamba mu ni ya ALLAH" AMIN. Asalammualaikum..