tmr u bookout!~ but i lazy to go out tmr, sorry :( so thurs than we meet ok!~
I am so going to drag you to candylicious once you POP alr, yeay! goodnights~~

Hi. I feel like going to hollywood walk again. I feel like going to snow city again. I feel like going to science centre again & the zoo! I feel like eating martabak keju again. I feel like eating garrett's again. All that can only happen after bf has completed his bmt. & thats going to be in 2 weeks time. Yeay! Finally, after 3 months of tough endurance, its over. He's going to be a free man & that means im done & over with all these. I no longer have a bf who hasnt gone for NS, yeay. Well at the very least he's done with bmt, although not yet over with NS. At least he can go home everyday now^^
Bf, i havent thank you formally for the things you got me. I just wanna thank you so much for the blackberry phone you got me on my birthday & for paying my bills that always go so high & so ex. -.- Than for bringing me on a christmas shopping last saturday. Thanks so much for getting christmas presents for my niece & nephew & my mum & the rest of my family. Thanks for the pizzahut treat & garrett popcorns. Really enjoyed that day. & getting me the ed hardy _____. Really love it so super much. Thanks dear for always getting me presents even thought there's no occassion. & also the chocolates you got me last week. Yummy^^

I've come to appreciate my life much more than before. When some things are taken away from us, we'll just realise there'll be more to come, better than those taken away from us. They're just like worned-out gadgets, no matter how we want them to forever be with us, they'll still die off eventually & has got to be replaced. Replacements will always be better than the old one, but the memory with the old one never dies off. Or rather, it takes quite some time to let it die off.
I've been wanting to type all these, but never really got the chance to. So maybe tonight, i will.

When i lose something or someone, i never really cared or bothered coz i know i try my best in everything. So despite the effort, if that thing or someone's really meant to be lost, it will still be lost. God has made it that in life, we lose than we gain or we gain than we lose. I strongly believe in that, why because i've went through those. Losing than gaining, Gaining than losing. So recently, I've lost someone who was once a dear to me, but i just realised it didnt really matter coz i gained more than what i've lost. Just like my growing friendship with the girls & our growing business. Well i pray to the almighty that our business will prosper, Insyallah. I know mum's just by my side supporting me, I know our mums are all by our side to help us with this on-going business. Just like what me & Syai once said to each other, "we lost, but we gained more than we expected". I pray to god that all these will remain like how it is. We don't need the things/people that we've lost to come back or anything coz we're doing better than ever, even much better compared to the past, all we need now is guidance from the Above to guide our paths to success. Ohh Allah, I pray you'd guide us through this, give us the strength to get up when we fall, I pray you'd bless us, be with us in times of both success & hardships, strengthen our might, strengthen our determination to carry on this business & to go through any hardships in the future. Amin.

Ohh btw, i miss bf. You're going to be a free man soon, yeay!~ & I miss my girls. T.T

ShiksA.

Same thing's happening again. Bf's asking me again what i want, i want alot of things but i dont want him to buy. Haiya. Than im still contemplating whether to buy the guess watch or not. HOW? Mum has got 70% off the price, its like minus 100dollars from the original price, than its so pretty but if i buy that, than cannot buy anything else anymore ;( Just placed an order for birkens, that'll be a present from both aunt & sis to me for christmas, so one thing off my WL. Than bf's pressing me to pick the one i reallyreally want. But what i want now is food. HAHA. Really, i want cheese popcorns & frolicks & YY & best fries forever & PH. food-face, haha.

Hi world. So, havent decided on what to ask for christmas. Christmas has always been something i looked forward to since young but as i grow older, i don't really get excited at the thought of it compared to when i was a just a child. Sleepover at cousin's on eve of christmas, christmas celebration at her house, hanging socks on the window panes waiting for santa claus to put gifts, getting all excited in the morning to check out the socks that we've hanged but now, its a different thing. I know all those may sound silly, but it just became a tradition in my family especially for the kids. Well now, i don't really ask for much during christmas compared to when i was younger, deciding among all the beautiful toys, all the newly-designed barbie dolls till i've got a stretched of it on my cupboard which by now has got layers of dusts on it, haha.

Sis has been pressing me to think about what i want since the other day, than today we're all going for christmas shopping & i've yet to decide ;(. & speaking of which, christmas shopping at causeway point happens every year for me & my family. From when i still craved for barbie dolls & cooking houses till now, we still shop at causeway point for christmas presents. -.-

Hi kukuhead, so long never see you. [T.T] Go die la you, haha. Come lets go buy your

stuffs when you bookout, you keep saying you want to buy this & that but at last all never buy.

-.- Thats why you keep wearing the same thing, hahaha. F your seargent la, why saturday night

bookout, might as well stay in camp if saturday night. -.-

Anyways, im so proud of you for being one of the best in marching, i know you're super happy

because Seargent Pradit always puji you & make you his timer some more, haha. But really, im

happy for you knowing that you're doing excellent especially in your favourite, marching. Keep

up that good work ok, but don't siow-on sgt eh, later kene f than susah already, haha.

I know you want to get driver, but if you don't, please don't be too sad ok. Who knows you might

get something better than a driver, anw it'll only be for another year & a quarter so just endure.

When you POP, i treat you to the cheesy popcorns, frolicks & the best fries forever ok. haha^^

Hi. Im bored ttm today. Yesterday was my first day, than today never work. tomorrow than i work but im on morning shift ALONE. so im scared, really scared. manager there's like super fierce. chinese but the kening like minah. haha. & she shouts at almost everybody, no i mean she talks loudly. like cannot talk softly like that -.- Yesterday was quite pressurising. The girl(i forget her name) who was on morning shift was the most pitiful one yesterday. Imagine, it was her first day & she had to work morning shift ALONE. So see, they don't really use their brains to plan out schedules. Putting a girl all alone on her first day, thats crap. Enjoyed yesterday, i didn't even notice the time, it flew so fast. Woah its the first time im going to say, im enjoying my job & i don't want it to end. Haha. But too bad, contract last only for a month.

So made a new friend, his name is Vincent. He entertained us(me, cousin & the other girl). His job was damn easy, was just to give out the brochures or what'd u call the magazines that has got the store products in it. Yeahh, he only had to give out those to customers coming in the shop & say welcome to ______. He helped us alot, so thanks to him. & when cousin asked him when we can go for our break, he helped us to check our break schedule. Than he came to us & shook his head, he said to cousin " your break time just ended -.-" than he went up to me & said " you even worse, long time over -.-" His face expression was superb. Hahaha. & because we missed our break time, sup only gave us half an hour each to go for our break. :(

Eating alone; so sad. ;( I jalanjalan like org tkde rumah like that, sad uh. Now im worried, that agent ass like damn gatal want to transfer me & couz over to vivo branch. Haiya.

Ohh & yesterday, i swear i hate the malay sup. He act like one big fcuk. I realised sups are the ones that always step rabak compared to managers. Just because you wear a different coloured uniform makes you way bigger than us isit?! Basic gentlemanly ways, you don't call a girl with that funny whistle-tak-menjadi sound. Ohh & me & couz was ready to go home yesterday, we had our bags & all when he came up & asked "where you going?" I felt like answering him isnt it obvious we're going home. -.- We wanted to take our water bottles left on the table, than itu pon nak suruh patah balik letak bag dulu before taking our water bottles. Crap. Than after taking it baru we can go collect our bags to go home. BIG crap ah. You think i want to steal your CHEAP toys isit?! eh hello, i dont need toys at my age & if ever i need one i dont have to act so lowly like stealing to get those ok. Mainan kalau lawa tkpe -.- go die.