I've come to appreciate my life much more than before. When some things are taken away from us, we'll just realise there'll be more to come, better than those taken away from us. They're just like worned-out gadgets, no matter how we want them to forever be with us, they'll still die off eventually & has got to be replaced. Replacements will always be better than the old one, but the memory with the old one never dies off. Or rather, it takes quite some time to let it die off.
I've been wanting to type all these, but never really got the chance to. So maybe tonight, i will.

When i lose something or someone, i never really cared or bothered coz i know i try my best in everything. So despite the effort, if that thing or someone's really meant to be lost, it will still be lost. God has made it that in life, we lose than we gain or we gain than we lose. I strongly believe in that, why because i've went through those. Losing than gaining, Gaining than losing. So recently, I've lost someone who was once a dear to me, but i just realised it didnt really matter coz i gained more than what i've lost. Just like my growing friendship with the girls & our growing business. Well i pray to the almighty that our business will prosper, Insyallah. I know mum's just by my side supporting me, I know our mums are all by our side to help us with this on-going business. Just like what me & Syai once said to each other, "we lost, but we gained more than we expected". I pray to god that all these will remain like how it is. We don't need the things/people that we've lost to come back or anything coz we're doing better than ever, even much better compared to the past, all we need now is guidance from the Above to guide our paths to success. Ohh Allah, I pray you'd guide us through this, give us the strength to get up when we fall, I pray you'd bless us, be with us in times of both success & hardships, strengthen our might, strengthen our determination to carry on this business & to go through any hardships in the future. Amin.

Ohh btw, i miss bf. You're going to be a free man soon, yeay!~ & I miss my girls. T.T

ShiksA.