tmr u bookout!~ but i lazy to go out tmr, sorry :( so thurs than we meet ok!~
I am so going to drag you to candylicious once you POP alr, yeay! goodnights~~

Hi. I feel like going to hollywood walk again. I feel like going to snow city again. I feel like going to science centre again & the zoo! I feel like eating martabak keju again. I feel like eating garrett's again. All that can only happen after bf has completed his bmt. & thats going to be in 2 weeks time. Yeay! Finally, after 3 months of tough endurance, its over. He's going to be a free man & that means im done & over with all these. I no longer have a bf who hasnt gone for NS, yeay. Well at the very least he's done with bmt, although not yet over with NS. At least he can go home everyday now^^
Bf, i havent thank you formally for the things you got me. I just wanna thank you so much for the blackberry phone you got me on my birthday & for paying my bills that always go so high & so ex. -.- Than for bringing me on a christmas shopping last saturday. Thanks so much for getting christmas presents for my niece & nephew & my mum & the rest of my family. Thanks for the pizzahut treat & garrett popcorns. Really enjoyed that day. & getting me the ed hardy _____. Really love it so super much. Thanks dear for always getting me presents even thought there's no occassion. & also the chocolates you got me last week. Yummy^^

I've come to appreciate my life much more than before. When some things are taken away from us, we'll just realise there'll be more to come, better than those taken away from us. They're just like worned-out gadgets, no matter how we want them to forever be with us, they'll still die off eventually & has got to be replaced. Replacements will always be better than the old one, but the memory with the old one never dies off. Or rather, it takes quite some time to let it die off.
I've been wanting to type all these, but never really got the chance to. So maybe tonight, i will.

When i lose something or someone, i never really cared or bothered coz i know i try my best in everything. So despite the effort, if that thing or someone's really meant to be lost, it will still be lost. God has made it that in life, we lose than we gain or we gain than we lose. I strongly believe in that, why because i've went through those. Losing than gaining, Gaining than losing. So recently, I've lost someone who was once a dear to me, but i just realised it didnt really matter coz i gained more than what i've lost. Just like my growing friendship with the girls & our growing business. Well i pray to the almighty that our business will prosper, Insyallah. I know mum's just by my side supporting me, I know our mums are all by our side to help us with this on-going business. Just like what me & Syai once said to each other, "we lost, but we gained more than we expected". I pray to god that all these will remain like how it is. We don't need the things/people that we've lost to come back or anything coz we're doing better than ever, even much better compared to the past, all we need now is guidance from the Above to guide our paths to success. Ohh Allah, I pray you'd guide us through this, give us the strength to get up when we fall, I pray you'd bless us, be with us in times of both success & hardships, strengthen our might, strengthen our determination to carry on this business & to go through any hardships in the future. Amin.

Ohh btw, i miss bf. You're going to be a free man soon, yeay!~ & I miss my girls. T.T

ShiksA.

Same thing's happening again. Bf's asking me again what i want, i want alot of things but i dont want him to buy. Haiya. Than im still contemplating whether to buy the guess watch or not. HOW? Mum has got 70% off the price, its like minus 100dollars from the original price, than its so pretty but if i buy that, than cannot buy anything else anymore ;( Just placed an order for birkens, that'll be a present from both aunt & sis to me for christmas, so one thing off my WL. Than bf's pressing me to pick the one i reallyreally want. But what i want now is food. HAHA. Really, i want cheese popcorns & frolicks & YY & best fries forever & PH. food-face, haha.

Hi world. So, havent decided on what to ask for christmas. Christmas has always been something i looked forward to since young but as i grow older, i don't really get excited at the thought of it compared to when i was a just a child. Sleepover at cousin's on eve of christmas, christmas celebration at her house, hanging socks on the window panes waiting for santa claus to put gifts, getting all excited in the morning to check out the socks that we've hanged but now, its a different thing. I know all those may sound silly, but it just became a tradition in my family especially for the kids. Well now, i don't really ask for much during christmas compared to when i was younger, deciding among all the beautiful toys, all the newly-designed barbie dolls till i've got a stretched of it on my cupboard which by now has got layers of dusts on it, haha.

Sis has been pressing me to think about what i want since the other day, than today we're all going for christmas shopping & i've yet to decide ;(. & speaking of which, christmas shopping at causeway point happens every year for me & my family. From when i still craved for barbie dolls & cooking houses till now, we still shop at causeway point for christmas presents. -.-

Hi kukuhead, so long never see you. [T.T] Go die la you, haha. Come lets go buy your

stuffs when you bookout, you keep saying you want to buy this & that but at last all never buy.

-.- Thats why you keep wearing the same thing, hahaha. F your seargent la, why saturday night

bookout, might as well stay in camp if saturday night. -.-

Anyways, im so proud of you for being one of the best in marching, i know you're super happy

because Seargent Pradit always puji you & make you his timer some more, haha. But really, im

happy for you knowing that you're doing excellent especially in your favourite, marching. Keep

up that good work ok, but don't siow-on sgt eh, later kene f than susah already, haha.

I know you want to get driver, but if you don't, please don't be too sad ok. Who knows you might

get something better than a driver, anw it'll only be for another year & a quarter so just endure.

When you POP, i treat you to the cheesy popcorns, frolicks & the best fries forever ok. haha^^

Hi. Im bored ttm today. Yesterday was my first day, than today never work. tomorrow than i work but im on morning shift ALONE. so im scared, really scared. manager there's like super fierce. chinese but the kening like minah. haha. & she shouts at almost everybody, no i mean she talks loudly. like cannot talk softly like that -.- Yesterday was quite pressurising. The girl(i forget her name) who was on morning shift was the most pitiful one yesterday. Imagine, it was her first day & she had to work morning shift ALONE. So see, they don't really use their brains to plan out schedules. Putting a girl all alone on her first day, thats crap. Enjoyed yesterday, i didn't even notice the time, it flew so fast. Woah its the first time im going to say, im enjoying my job & i don't want it to end. Haha. But too bad, contract last only for a month.

So made a new friend, his name is Vincent. He entertained us(me, cousin & the other girl). His job was damn easy, was just to give out the brochures or what'd u call the magazines that has got the store products in it. Yeahh, he only had to give out those to customers coming in the shop & say welcome to ______. He helped us alot, so thanks to him. & when cousin asked him when we can go for our break, he helped us to check our break schedule. Than he came to us & shook his head, he said to cousin " your break time just ended -.-" than he went up to me & said " you even worse, long time over -.-" His face expression was superb. Hahaha. & because we missed our break time, sup only gave us half an hour each to go for our break. :(

Eating alone; so sad. ;( I jalanjalan like org tkde rumah like that, sad uh. Now im worried, that agent ass like damn gatal want to transfer me & couz over to vivo branch. Haiya.

Ohh & yesterday, i swear i hate the malay sup. He act like one big fcuk. I realised sups are the ones that always step rabak compared to managers. Just because you wear a different coloured uniform makes you way bigger than us isit?! Basic gentlemanly ways, you don't call a girl with that funny whistle-tak-menjadi sound. Ohh & me & couz was ready to go home yesterday, we had our bags & all when he came up & asked "where you going?" I felt like answering him isnt it obvious we're going home. -.- We wanted to take our water bottles left on the table, than itu pon nak suruh patah balik letak bag dulu before taking our water bottles. Crap. Than after taking it baru we can go collect our bags to go home. BIG crap ah. You think i want to steal your CHEAP toys isit?! eh hello, i dont need toys at my age & if ever i need one i dont have to act so lowly like stealing to get those ok. Mainan kalau lawa tkpe -.- go die.

I wear a swimming suit, i don't wear TRUNKS when i swim, ok Muhammad Irwan? -.-'

Haha. He asked "Ohh than you go swimming you wear trunks eh?" What a question, luckily i've known you for quite sometime, if you were to ask me that kind of question on our first date, there probably won't be a second date anymore, haha.



I miss blogging, definitely. So hi, hello. Weekend was a fantastic one. Started with a trip to river valley's nasi padang on saturday afternoon for lunch before proceeding to Novotel hotel for an overnight stay. I definitely missed River Valley's nasi padang, its been ages. After lunch, proceeded to Novotel to check in, embarassing moment at the lobby. All of us brought so many things in our hands while the rest of the guests there only brought a small suitcase or just a handbag. So you can imagine how kampong my family was, still enjoyed our short gateway though. Went in our room, went jakon over almost everything especially the ipod dock, the balcony & the best was the bathtub! I spent 2 hours soaking myself in the bathtub on the first day, feeling like an orang kaya. Haha. Talked on the phone with bf while enjoying the bathtub feel, listened to musics till my family thought i was already sleeping inside. Haha. & same goes for cuzzie, she also spent quite a long time soaking. HAHA. That was after a swim, so speaking of swimming. Its been awhile since i last had a nice wonderful relaxing swim session with couz. We were trying hard to get back our swimming techniques, i managed to but couz failed because she forgotten how to breathe while swimming. -.-

There was an indoor gym but i didn't went coz i didn't brought track shoes, so it was a waste. Dinner was at satay king or king satay, i don't know. Dinner was heartbreaking, i won't elaborate more. Ok maybe i should. 160 bucks for 7 adults & 2 kids. If its 160 for a big sumptuous meal, i think its fine. But no, it was merely for 30 sticks of satay, 2 family plates of nasi goreng mama(the normal one), 1 plate of fried chicken, 1 small plate of beehoon goreng. WHAT THE? A can of coke/soyabean/winter melon etc cost 4bucks each. Its ridiculous. They're absurd i swear. We were all shocked & sakit hati like crazy.



After dinner, me & couz tried searching for the flea market but ccouldnt find it. So headed to meidi-ya to get some instant food for supper. Back to the room, played bingo with family & me & aunt won, yeayyeay^^ Played till 2am, than it was sleep-time. That was for saturday. As for sunday, i think i wouldnt further elaborate, we did nothing much as we had to check out at 12 noon. So we spent the rest of the day at marina square watching Hi-5(live) & seesee looklook. Best weekend ever^^



Yesterday; training at suntec. Lasted for only 3 hours. Tomorrow; first day of work. Im still praying couz won't get transferred :( I hope not, goodnight world^^

I miss bf, this week confinement, sads. T.T

Hello :) What a boring weekend sia. Sit at home serve the net for 24hours. Girlfriend out there outing with her family and me? Haish. I miss you, you know? Yesterday meet gf for 3hours only and gf have to rush back home for her family outing. I miss my gf and my family! How i wish if dont need to book in today. Fuck la. But nvm laa, just tahan only. 5 MORE weeks to POP and im so happy ah! Anw, shikin im so sorry for what had happen for this week. 5 days we quarell like hell. I know its all my fault and im regret it dear. I promise it wont happen again, WONT. I dont want any more fight or quarell with u when im inside camp. I'll make sure that baby. Hopefully u dapat bace my blog ni k? Haha! Ok laa, bye :)

I fuck around like nobody's business. Im a jerk. BIG JERK.

I bet no one can beat you off the chart in pissing me off right, you don't really learn isnt it?

Ohh well, promises are MEANT to be broken am i right ? Yes, i know i am, i always am.
& i promise you, this promise im going to make aint gonna be the typical 'promises are meant to be broken' type, i PROMISE i sure am going to shove your mobile down your throat & if it reaches your wiener, its going to be awesome, i swear. I won't be taken in by your stupid promises, ya wait till you really got it than only open ur mouth to even say promise. FYL.

I know i hurt u alot of time and for the past 2 weeks u've been angry with me. I know that. You think i sengaje buat u angry? No what, for what i nak buat u angry for no reason. This army make our relationship more worst! I just wanna say sorry to u for what i've done to u lately. I know u still angry with me but please do change your mind? You know what i mean kan? Haish. Anw, happy 27months dear! I hope we will last long! Loveyou!

Back home! So happy that finally im home again. Get to meet my family and my gf. My whole body was so pain and my hand salah urat. Fuck! I think im so tired untill now i cant sleep. Hahaha! Tomorrow gonna eat TEXAS with gf at changi airport. I dont know nice ke tak kalau tak sedap, sorry. Huhuh. Rindu you like what of a kind u know. But now i think da tak rindu u laa. Hahaha! 2 more weeks is gonna be my field camp. Fuck! I hate all this. Confirm rabak siak. Arggh! Hopefully i can tahan. Haish. Ok la bye!

Im back, and i will be bookin back tomorrow at 2113. The feeling of bookin back is so suck! As for now i hate when sunday come. How i wish if i can just stay home and shake leg, without serving the National Service. Another 2 or 3weeks is going to be my field camp. Fuck, i hate it sia. All this make my life stress. We are like goverment dog. But its ok, i tell myself that just serve the fucking 2years and get my ass of from this shit. Anw, i think i will miss u like hell shikin. We jumpe each other only like for 3hour plus only?! But nvm i understand ur situation. Promise me that u will pass your o-levels with flying colours k? And dont forget the ayat i give you just now. Make sure u bace ok! Bye singapore :(

Its been a long time since i last updated my blog. So busy with NS untill i got no time to update. WTH! Yesterday went out with gf to town, we had our dinner at wendy's. Its our first time at there, the food ok2 la but gf like the chilli. I dont know what so nice about the chilli. Hahaha. Gf dont angry ey? Hhaha. I bring gf to town to shop but idk why everything she dont want. Ape laa u. Haha. Actually i've got nothing much to upate.. I miss my gf so much. One day of meeting each other is not enough. Seriously. Shikin, you know that i miss u. Rindu like fucking hell! Can i like kiss u through the phone, kiss you through the phone? Hehehe. Iurpyou!

hi, its 1205am. & its 23/09. when the clock striked 12, i've got 4 wishes on fb. & now its 5 mins past 12, i've got 8 wishes. the first four people who wished me on fb made me smile like mad. ok why's everybody wishing me this way= 'ohh its liverpool fan's birthday' hahahah, so cute. Omg, once in a year kind feeling. haha, i'll re-update this post tomorrow with pictures. (:

Hi, its my birthday in 7mins time. U there ? Ahh ya, as if you can hear me. You're prolly snoring your ass off over at tekong. Thanks for the text, haha ? Ya sweet. It could have been sweeter if you weren't there right now. Prolly i would be much more happier if you were here right now! Ya than i wouldnt even be typing this out, you would be the one typing something out. So when are like coming back ? 7days after my birthday ? Ahh ya right, by then im already like 17 years & 7 days. *rolls eyes* Why do i sound so contradicting anyway ? Haha, nehh im just so SAD maybe ? No, i dont think im sad. Im just feeling, err maybe its more to like i don't have you right now. & i so envy those who has got their boyfriends beside them, yes than i'll start to miss you. But i wouldnt cry, hah. & you know why i wouldnt cry ? Coz im a strong girl, haha. Nehh, its just simply because im prepared for this & this i something you HAVE to go thru. Its not something hurting or saddening & its not like as though you're going to be gone forever that i gotta cry 24/7. So when you told me about what your NS friends said, i don't understand, like seriously. Especially when you said most of them have been together with their gfs for over 3 or 4 years. Hah. Yeahhh, bf told me that his friends do not want to call their gfs as much as they can coz their gf(s) would just cry over the phone. I mean, hey its already 6 days? & its just 6 days, so get use to it -___-. Coz you've got another 365 days times 2 ahead of you.





Its 12midnight, wow its my birthday. best nyeeee~~ once a year, birthday feeling's still the best (: & omg, its just 3 mins past 12 but i've gotten like already 4 wishes on fb. Hah bf, be jealous of me. shutup & go enjoy ur camp. boring~~~ hahahaha.

For You

Finally its time for me to say goodbye to everyone! Haha! Shikin the time da sampai and i know u will be very2 sad now. I know for now u really hate NS very much right? Because of your bf already want to go. Hahaha! Cannot hate NS tau, later i report to my officer then u know ah. Go saman u! HAHAHAHA! Anw, only for 2weeks dear after tu u da boleh jumpe i. Jumpe i dgn your birthday present skali tau. Mesti happy nye kan u? Haha. Must takcare of your ownself tau when im not around. Make sure u study very hard k? Dont slack2, dont malas2. If not from 2weeks i extend to 1month ah tak jumpe u! Hahahahaha! 2weeks only! Be strong! Haha! Ok laa, my last update seblum i masuk. Hopefully u bace and tersenyum when u read this. Haha! Goodbye my lovely gf. Iloveyouverystrongshikin! Remember this, i dont want to be your number 1 but i want be your only 1. Cheycheychey, haha. Confirm dalam hati u mesti u say me, nak sweet talk je.. HAHA! Byeeeeeeeeeeeeee Girlfpwen (:

Its holy month. The month that we should BERUBAH! Insya'allah! Gonna fast full like every year i do. Wohooo, than can raye and get my last collection! Hahaha! As if like i going to get my duit raye. No shame sia me. Haha! Already want to NS still want collection. Hehehe. Talking about NS ey, i still got 35 more days to enjoy. I will enjoy untill i cant enjoy anymore. Hahaha. I wanna go USS again? :( Wanna go for my second time. Swear to god the places was so awesome sia, i still can remember when i take the "small roller coster" i was pekik like hell, mak tolong mak, tolong, tanak buat dose lagi! HAHA! So fun and i miss that moment with gf. I hope i get to spent the fun time with gf again before i NS.. Goodnight ~

Haloooooooooo! Boring weekends, didnt get a chance to meet gf and spent time with her. ): Thougt of main bola with an but from just now he sleep. Sleepyhead! Tommorow will be my happy day of my life!! Want to know why, because its my 24months with baby shikin. Wohoooooo! Just now im planning of giving gf my masakan but tak jadi.. Got some ade hal.. But its ok u gonna try my masakan soon! Hhahaha! I tell u, confirm awesome nye. Hahaha! Chef irwan sey mane boleh tak sedap! Heh. So perasatan right ur bf? I know (: Anw dear, thanks for buying me that expensive shirt. Hehe. Im sooo in love with that shirt already tau. So how? You tak jealous ke? Haha! Gonna get u iphone soon baby, hope u can bersabar. Kite akan check it out which iphone u prefer, the latest iphone4 or the 3G. Hmm, next week kite will go to the..... Kan you? Faham2 kan jela, uknow iknow laa k? Hah! Gonna spent the whole day with u! Yeah!! Cant wait(: Anw Shikin, happy 24months dear. Its our 2years bie, alot of expected and unexpected things happen all this while. Im SOOO happy that our relationship last this long. Thanks for care me, care my makanan care my semue nye laa all this while. My life would suck without u shikin. Serious shit nye suck! Thanks for everything gf, thanks sangat-sangat! Even a million thanks can never be enough to thanks u baby. Iloveyouveryverystrong SHIKIN (:(:

Today is my last day of work.. And i can rest for few week till my next new job and it will be on august. So for now i can spent my time with my love one. Hhahaha! Yesterday, watched OB3 with gf and the show was awesome sia. We ate alot inside the theatre, popcorn mosburger hottog and OCK. Both of us are like hungry ghost. Hahaha! Feel like watching again OB3 but confirm gf will give me this face, -__- Hahahh. So no need laa. As for tmr i can wake up late! Wohoooo! Finally! 24 months is coming, what shall i get for u gf??? Sooooo pening.. 24 month is just around the corner!!!!! Ok, goodnight (:

Hello im here again~~ hah. Bf's a veryveryvery lazybum, he's not been updating. -___-
Feeling SUPER depressed right now, sis's notebook is TOO small. I miss my lapps. Nevermind, collecting it later with mum. Than we're off to cousin's house coz its her BIRTHDAY! I texted her, she didnt reply.(Sads). People busy schooling, i disturb(haha). Anyways, Bf says he's going to bring me to u.s.s SOON. Yeay, but i dont know what to wear -.-' Ohh than he's going to ajak me to tanjong pagar to eat the satay. -.- All the way there just to eat a freaking satay, tak boleh tahan*imitates 'your hand in mine' drama* Haha, ok goodbye.

Now, im just tryna figure whats with the world. There goes, i've been going about illuminati for the past few days, searching it all over the net & while searching, a few facts sort of made my jaw drop. Than I feel disgusted already, i dont even feel like listening to any hollywood songs. Ya know, its like you're listening to a piece that just contains satanic influences, like no wonder why some songs that are not even pleasant to listen, we listen. Most of the songs, they contain subliminal messages, it freaks me out, i dont know what to say. Its really scary.

Hello. I feel so frustrated at this current moment. Ya know, one thing I hate so much about using the net & all, its the username & password part. I mean, look, im a very forgetful kid(i've always been), there & that explains why sometimes i hate teachers & school. Coz sometimes they're just getting too ARGH. Just put that right word there in that space, i cant find a good word for that. Now, im in a mess. I cant find a way out of this, like seriously & it so frustrates me to the end of my limits & now im venting it all out here, in bf's space. (Tompang sekejap yer. haha)

Right I'll get straight to the point, i forgotten my password for both blogger & hotmail. Yeahh i know you'll give me that BAIIIKKKKK wordAactually, the thing is, i had my password saved in my lappps & all so i never did typedany of my password whenever i wanna access my account for the past like 2-3 years? Than now, my lapps sort of K.O-ed & now im suffering. The company just called up & they say it'll cost me like a hundred and seventeeeeen for the repair work. So im still considering on it, I dont want mummy to just spend that away when im actually intending to get a new lapps for myself at the end of this year. Not considering on VAIO but i love the pink one. I wanna try out mac. Now, maybe i just gotta suffer with sis's small tiny notebook. Its so frustrating to be using her notebook, its too small.

& my dear passwordddddddddddddd, please do come back to my brain. ):



I wanna check out on that illuminati thingy since just now me & the girls did some research on it. Haha.. Didnt expect big stars like ladygaga, eminem, birdman to use them. Whats the world coming to, its not that ugly thing below you're supposed to pay respects too people, its the one & only up there that you're supposed to pray & to believe in. sighs,people..

Well initially, i wanna update about some stuffs that has been occuring & invading like half of my brain & its getting too distracting. But, I think that can wait. Goodnight.

Im very sick and my fever, runny nose and my cough stiil not heal yet.. It seem like no one even care about me. Im sick is there anyone want to ask me whether im ok or not, take my medicine already or not. No! They dont even ask me. Im sick like hell. But where those people who i think would care and ask about my condition? Maybe i deserve all this. Im always the bad one. People dont see your kindness they only see when u have done wrong thing. If u people think that u want to revenge at me than just go ahead.. I accept it. I can be like normal person smile, laugh, happy. But inside my heart only god knows. BYE!

Happy.........

Simply cant wait to buy anything for my gf. Its been a long time since i last bought her present or anything she want. I know u cant wait right gf? HAHAHA! Lol! For next month salary i'll get u a... I think u know what am i going to buy for u. Haha! From bottom of my heart i really cant wait to buy something for gf and for my family. Haha! Gonna work like hell. Work work work! But today im not going to work because of fever, runny nose and a bad caugh. :( After this hopefully wont get sick anymore, i wanna get healthy and get back to work. I will work very hard as long i can make my gf happy and my family. Everyone happy than i also will be happy. Hahaha! Next month its my 24month with gf! Wohoooo! Yes ahhhhhhhhhhh! What shall i get for u dear? Hmm.... Ok laa gtg! bye :)

Im Not A Liar

Why must i lie to you? I didnt do anything wrong and why u keep asking the same old question? Why?! I tried to do everything for you, get what you want. But you still the same.. Haish! I've got no mood to go work for tmr and no mood for everything. Seriously ah, how can i work when this problem still not solve? I dont like, like this kind of situation. Whats the point of going work if my mind always think about this problem.. How can i concentrate? I know all this problem come bacause of me. If not bacause of me i dont think all this would happen. Fuck! I hate all this sia. How i wish if all this didnt happen. I will be the happiest person on eart ah! But to bad, "nasi daa jadi bubur". No point of regreting IRWAN, its all your fault. You got no one to blame! I will do everything to prove that im really2 a change man. But can you still trust me like u always do? I will never stop to pray hard that everything gonna back to normal and how i wish if back like last time... You know i know laa k. "Ya ALLAH kabul kan laa doa hamba mu ni ya ALLAH" AMIN. Asalammualaikum..

Hello BF. I'll be writing what I have to say to you right on this space since your blog's more low-profile than mine. Heh. So bf, you've been reallyreally busy doing all you can to get lots & lots of cash so that we can fulfil all our wishes like visiting the u.s. I mean Universal Studio, not the country US. Hah. & so that we can buy lots & lots of shoes & just do/get everything we want before you go for your NS. I appreciate every single thing you've done for me, really. & Thanks for the Kaka's waterbottle btw. & the nasi goreng perencah that you gave me too, thanks. Haha.. & Thanks because you promised me an Iphone 4 for my B-Day. & Thanks because you assured me that you're going to give me lots & lots of all kinds of shoes. Haha..



Im not sad because you're going for your NS, Im not a small girl, Im not a small kid anymore. We both know our priorities in life right, we've talked this out. We don't need to literally meet each other every single day like what many others do out there just to show our affection. We're no longer kids who can't control their emotions & who can't see whats suppose to be prioritised. I know you can succeed one day, you told me all your plans in your life. Like how you want to be a boss of your own selling different kinds of hotdogs. Hahaha.. It'll be hard of course now that we're going to be busy with our own lives, fulfiling our priorities & all. But still, u'll always be the slowpok in my life, whether or not we're still together in the future. SYS♥

It's been awhile since i last updated my blog.. Tmr gonna start with my another job.. Hahaha! This will be my last job before i serve my NS.. Wohoooo, NS here i come.. Hahaha! So tired to work and find new job and at last NS daa pon panggil. Tapi macam lame lagi pulak. HAHA! Takpe2, lagi brape bulan je. Hmm, anw sad jugak laa when already nak masuk NS. Must tinggal kan my family and especially my belove gf.. I know u sad gf, but u dont want to tell me right. I know... Hahaha! Tak tau malu sey, check2 my gf not even sad. Hehehe. Tmr morning must wake up early and cannot wake up late anymore. :( 10 must reach there.. But afterall im So excited for new job! Huhuhuh! Can shopping again and buy for gf her new shoe. Dont worry ur NEW shoe akan tibe dalam mase 1month. HAHA! You want everything NEW also can! HAAHAHA! Anw, happy 2years of friendship gf. Walaupon da 2 hari lepas! Heh~ And i know i owe u a date. Hah~ Ok laa, night! :)

Hello! Today was not a good day for me and gf. Kite gado sikit and i know my fault. We quarrel but we end up to be happy balik. Hehehe. But gf im sorry tau really sorry.. Hope u forgive me k? Haish.. Gf was so stressed and we end up shopping. Hahahaha! Gf shopping2 bf yg bawak ye? Haha! Im happy to see gf happy back thats why when gf want to shopping i just keep my mouth shut and just follow.. Hehehe! Hopefully everything gonna be alright! Goodnight~

Everyone seem to be so kpo nowadays. I dont know why, whats wrong and where their originality? Can u like be more original and dont kpo2. People have this pant u also want, people cut hair u also the same. Every single thing nak sebok asal?! Im so pissed off right now! Gf dont get angry anymore otey? You know right sekarang COUPLE TUA pun nak ikut org mude. You know i know laa k. Even sampai our "names" also got people follow. WTH! See laa my gf alr angry, cos of u people laa! Kpo nak mams nye orang! I also angry sia like this. Now my hati tak sedap, i also dont know why! See? All ur fault ah! Argh!! Ey2 btw i ok already, mcm org tak betul pulak marah2. Hhaha! Irwan relax, gf also relax k? Lucky i ok, if not daa mepek da keluar kat blog ni. Haha! Hopefully gf alr ok? Doa2 kan laa, tak tau nak doa kan pe?! Hahaha! Ok2 enough, time to sleep. Gf, get well soon from ur maarah2 otey? Goodnight~

Just tgk gf old pic! Hahahaha! So cute laa my gf. Hhahaha! Cant stop laughing from just now! Hahaha! Dont angry gf. 2 days didnt meet gf, gf was busy with her cousin wedding. Its ok, maybe tmr we shall meet k? Not sure laa kan. I wanted to watch world cup but my dad didnt subscribe the channel. Sadded sia. I didnt get a chance to watch my england and brazil. WTF! Im so sick of world cup! World cup feverrrrrrrr! Nothing to type anymore. Bye laa.

Watching, breaking the magician code. Hahaha! All magician are fake! Damn FAKED. WTH! Hahaha! I like this show man. Haha. Today cannot sleep too late cos tmr have to go work. Need to report at 9am. So early.. I want to sleep laa. Hahaha. Gf will accompany me to work tmr. Yeah! Gf dont wake up late ah, bf must punctual! Step rabak sia aku. Hahaha! Its been a long time i didn't work, dont know tmr boleh angkats or not. Hmm, yesterday make my gf angry and u know i didnt mean it to make my gf angry or what. Haish. Gf, im so so sorry otey? Dont majok2 tau. When i get my pay i blanje u cut the BANGS k? Haha! I know u cannot wait right? Chill laa u. Teman me to work than i blanje k? Hahaha! Kidding only laa. Hah! Anw, happy first month for my nephew!! Hahahahaha! Goodnight~

Get Well Soon

Morning everyone... Today have to canceled "sports day" with gf due to gf having fever. Gf texted me early in the morning that she having fever. Kesian u, baru kite da plan our "sport day" skali tak jadi. Its ok, theres always be a next time. Ok gf? Sampai skrg gf not yet reply my text. Maybe she still slepping i guest. Nvm, i will be waiting your text gf. Once u awake text me ok.? Im so worried about u, i dont know what happen to u, whether u've eaten ur medicine or eat ur breakfast. Haish. Hopefully u've eaten ur breakfast cos breakfast is important meal for a day. Hmm, this coming monday gf gonna accompany me to work. Like real only u. Haha! I dont want u to teman but i want u to work skali with me? Can can? Hahaaha! But must get well soon than can go out if not stay home only k. Like KAMBING inside kandang. Hehehe. Ok laa, gf get well soon ok. I will pray to god that u will cepat2 sembuh.. Amin.. Enough of today. Papai (:

When am i going to NS?! Stupid singapore dont want call me for ns. Already 6 month i enjoy and i dont think i want to enjoy anymore.. Hahaha! So frustrating sia every friday saw all the NS ppl. Gf always disturb me i wont go to NS, they dont want me. Pantat you! Disturb me only! Disturb u back ah. Ish. Today amek gf dari j.e library and after that went to jp to eat nasi ayam penyet! Awesome yo, its has been long time since i eat nasi ayam penyet. Finally. After eating we went to window shopping. Hmmm, so bored. Nothing intresting there. Shall go to town one day. But not now cos i want gf to concentrate on her study first than we both can enjoy untiil we cannot enjoy. Can shopping together and treat u like that time. Okok! Hahaha! But must do well in ur exam first baru boleh BF blanje. Lol! HAHA! Ok thats all! Papai (:

Watching BONG at suria now and so bored. First of all need to find a job for me. I wanna work, get money and enjoy before my national service. Gf dont worry i will get u one lacoste polo for u or maybe two? Haha! I want to work work work and enjoy enjoy enjoy untill cannot enjoy anymore! Lol! Hahaha. After this cant accompany gf to library or eat saba fish anymore, bf had to work and u must study hard. Tak boleh LASY2 anymore otey. Promise me that u will pass with flying kite k. Not flying fogs! Hahahah! I know i mepek alr. So yaa thats all for today! Goodnight~

One whole day at home and feel so bored. But i didnt miss my gf tau even if we didnt meet for like 4-5 days. Hahaha! Tapi inside heart, tuhan saje yg tau. Heh! Right now i so hot siot. I think i now why, cos i only shower skali only. Thats why laa panas.. Hah! Just teringat pasal tadi petang. Gf told me that she saw a cicak, and she tak jadi nak cook. Scary cat sey you.. Ey, i mean scary pok! Hahaha! Why not one day we kill the cicak together and we fried it with tepung.. Haahaha! Confirm awesome! Hah! Enough of this dirty cicak laa shikin. Because of u, i talk about cicak at my blog!! Hahaha! Kidding only. Dont take it to heart k. I know right now u feel so down cos of SOMEONE! Stupid OBESESSED! Hate u ah, sakit kan my beloved gf heart! Gf, jgn down sgt k. I will cheer u up with my cute blog! Hahahahahaha! Pray hard so that gf can happy2 back. Ssssshhh.... 2 minute silent! Doa kan my gf..... Ok daa.. Amin.. Confirm gf ok want when she read my "cute" blog. Hahaha! Enjoy! Night (:

Today had a fight with my parents, about i lie to them. Because of my stupid sis mouth all that happen.. Haish. Spoiled my mood. Mum keep nag nag & nag at me. WTH! Ade je nak carik pasal. Arghh! Mepek ah. Enough talking about fight ah. Lazy want to ingat2 lagi. Ok, today wake up so early in the morning because i got a jogging date with my gf. Date kape.. Hhaha! We take a walk to CCK park and i like the weather in the morning. Sejuk je.. Kalau la weather tu boleh sampai ke petang kan good. Tak laa panas ni semue. Hahaha! When we reached there we take a walk first before we jog. But....... We end up tak jog. We keep chit chat till we lazy to jog. Hahaha! Crasy sia! Come all the way to CCK but end up tak jog!! Hhahahahahaha! We didnt jog at all but gf ade hati nak buy water. Air milo pulak tu. Haha! We went home after that and meet again at 1230, accompany gf to j.e library to study. Gf study for awhile only and we end up bace blog mj12 aje. Hahaha! Really crasy man! Gf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Remember tmr what day?? Its our 22nd month!! Shikin u are the greatest gf on earth! Iloveyou so much! Shikin is the best gf i ever had (: Happy 22nd month honeybunny! Iloveyouverystrong! Papai semue!!

Here im back.. Now watching tv but actually no laa, tak tgk langsung. Tv yang watch me. hahaha. Today asek stomachache je. Want to YAK but tak ter yak2. Wth. From just now afternoon came back from j.e till now i not yet shower. . Hahaaha! Melekit to the max man my body. But im to lazy to shower cos im busy update my blog. Later2 can laa ey. Sometime online everyday also dont know what to do, so bored.. Right now i think better i get my ass off from this lappy. I think i need a shower. Tak boleh tahan already. Like NERAKA sey this house. Hhaha! Lol. Ey, wait2 my gf lappy gone CRASY bey how am i going to read her latest update?? Hmm, pray hard so that gf lappy can WAKE UP back! hahaha! I think i want to add this "song" >microwave,radiowave,infared,radiation,visible lights,ultra violet,xrays,gamma rays... and i think ni je la?? Am i right gf? NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!

What a day....

One whole day get scolded by everyone and i know my fault. Supposely today we plan to go National Library at bugis but semue nye tak jadi. Im sorry gf because i've ruin the plan.. Today accompany my mum to CPF building and buy my sis camp staff. I've got no mood today cos of the weather and i make my gf angry gile with me. Haish. Untuk tebus my kesalahan i really need money to buy my gf C&K shades. By this monday! OMGAY! Tmr da sunday and i only got two more days. Insya'allah, i will get for u. And gf, please stop mad and angry with me. I dont want u get angry with me. I dont like today. Everything that i've done semue salah. Scold me untill u satisfied ppl. Cant even eat when fighting with gf or someone not happy with me. Sadded. Haish.. Please please please forgive me?? Im begging u for mercy.. Papai!

Today had a movie date with gf and guess what both of us watch shrek.... Wooohooo! Great movie man. Enjoy sey watching... Kalau laa the movie bored i cnfm both of us tak akan concentrate the show. Hahaha! We always like that want.. Kan kan gf? Haha. After movie we go for our lunch, and we makan KFC. Gf bought shroom burger meal for both of us, and gf makan only sikit and habes kan coselaw.. At last im the one yang nak kene abes kan.. Baik gf.. Hhaha! Im the one who kenyang.. Hahaha! After lunch we busy find present for gf sis birthday. So tired and rase mcm nak faint. Hahaha! Fake only laa. Penat2 carik at last tak buy ape2! What only.. We went to this C&K shop and gf wanted the shade... Lawah jugak la, not bad. Dont worry gf, i get u one want k?? I know cnfm u happy right.. Hahaha! Baby, thanks for today blanje k... Heee~ So malu sey.. Ok laa, night everyone... (:

Boring..

Hie semue! First of all, jom kite bbl pasal today.. Gf nak seven woti pwata, 2cheese 2 choco 3 kosong! haha! i bought for her all the seven prata and at last gf cume eat 2 only.. really pantat man.. Today mcm biase jgk, go library and teman gf study.. While she studying i enjoy myself reading MASTIKA! I will always read that mastika when we go library... Baby, yesterday its was our 23rd month of friendship.. Sorry if i tak sempat nak wish u yesterday.. Hehe. Happy 23rd friendship baby!! Never wish me ah?! hahaha! Dear, You must be strong ok. Dont let ORANG kat luar tu bbl pasal u sembarangan! If u dont know anything about my gf, dont u dare want to tuduh her OK! Dont asal blh tembak! Batang more important what!!!!!!! Hmm, nothing much to type already.. Suddenly i remember this> *Banana fruit two time* hehe! BYE!!!!! Goodnight!!

Fed Up

Hie everyone...... Im back with my blogging.. Today teman gf go library and as usual, gf study kejap and chit chat byk. haha! Had lunch with gf at coffee shop, gf eat chicken rice and bingit with the ayam! So little, like want to give a cat eat! WTH! Make sure tu first and the last ok gf.. Btw, so bingit like hell today. Wanted to take motor licence but mum tak kasi, ok nwm can understand.. And when i ask about car licence pon my mum kate NO! Wait till u nga ns or finish ns baru u can take... What the.... Really like what sia.. Enough for today ah! No mood to type panjang2! Bye!!!!!!!

Awesome day..

Yo!! Macam da lame gitu tak update blog ey.. Haha! Anw, yesterday went library with gf and...... I think i had great time with SHIKIN. haha. Gf was not even study when i ask to do so. All she want is to chit chat with me! Hello, come here to study BKN chit chat! Lagi gile both of us main webcam inside there. WTH! Really Really CRASY man! haha! Beside that i always complaning about the super sejuk inside there with my seluar pendek! haha. I really had fun with gf.. I is like yestrday sgt the sgt! AND TO SOMEONE TU, TOLONG EY JGN KPO2! WHERE'S YOUR ORIGINALITY?!?! Ok laa, bye everyone... (:

Webcam session with Girlfriend :D

hello hello! Today thought of going jogging with honeybunny, but tak jadi.. due to both of us lazy.. haha. LAZYPOK! Promise tmr we will start our jog and activities. dont want semangat seminit! And for gf tmr wake up early!! must study hard ok.. Nowadays, asek panas je, even nga main my lappy pun peluh! WTH! Time to shower, and enough of playing lappy. Goodnight (:

Hello. Im helping lazy ass Muhammad Irwan to update his first post. -______________-

Err, ok this blog is more of a dead blog. Maybe you all should come to my blog instead. www.ohhmysummer-shiks.blogspot.com (flagging my own blog eh, haha :P) I'll link your blog soon Muhammad Irwan. -__________- DO update more ok. HAIYO.