Hi. I feel like a failure. I feel like a loser. I feel like a sore loser. Even after the second attempt, im still unable to get the COP of the course i want. I don't know. With just this purely dissapointing results, I don't know what I can do in my life right now. So what if my agg allows me to go for a poly education but at last i'll be studying a course i don't really want? Actually, I don't really know what i want right now, really. SIGHS.
Im not getting any younger, Im already a year older this year. I can't afford to waste more time knowing that my chances are just so-so. I'll just wait for the results of the JAE posting. If I can't really open my heart to that particular course, guess i'll have to think of another way out. One thing for sure, Im not going to take up any private route(I hope). Lets just see, im not sure myself if i wanna go RP. I don't wanna waste another year just to retake 1 freaking subject. What if the same thing happens? No, im no longer willing to take the risk. Im too tired to study like crazy the way i did last year. My hard work for eng & humans definitely paid off well. A little for science & a ZERO for maths. My hardwork for maths totally went down the drain. I feel like crying out loud when i saw the results of my Maths. SIGHS.
God please guide me.